Thursday, May 19, 2016

I don't want to live any longer

  I am a coward therefore I am unable to pull the trigger. Why does this fucking bitch have to effect me so? Out of everyone Ive ever know this chick can make me feel lower than anybody else. Some of the stuff she says, heart wrenching and hateful, I have never felt more alone in all my life. Boy does Fi know how to make a man hate existence.

  Im not sure if other people have," I want to kill myself","I wish I was dead", thoughts, because I do all of the time. But She is professional at making me actually consider it.

Sunday, November 16, 2014

I should be studying

   I should be panicking right now. My college experience is shit, and I'm giving up midway. Maybe I should have stayed away from academics and readied myself for what my life was truly meant for, hard labor and drug addiction, just like my elders. The damage they are doing, the damage they have done. The labor each individual took part in,the labor men easily died for, created a driving force of understanding with the masses riding the momentum.  the ones who carried the world forward are the ones who keep it behind.


Friday, September 26, 2014

New Blog Idea

I came up with a new blog idea.  linked below

I am using my blog as a way to study, before I used to write notes in my notebooks and today while I was procrastinating, while avoiding doing any studies what so ever, I came up with the idea of making a blog that gave people of the internet some knowledge in different subjects, almost as if this blog is a way for viewers to observe what its like to be a college student, while simultaneously allowing me to test my knowledge of these subjects by writing about them. I hope you enjoy my knew idea and even if no one read anything I writ, at least i will be helping myself learn these difficult subject all the same.

Thanks yall. Let me know what you think in the comments below.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

P.I.G.S. - Libido

  I am here for your information. Do not castrate me for the truth that you are about to hear. It should not hurt you.

This tape is harsh noise the whole way through, but it is not very good harsh noise. there is no variation at all, just noise. It is literally a BDSM soundtrack. Tie yo bitch up, gag her, blindfold her, then blast this in her ear before you ravage that pussy.

The Tape can be found on

Saturday, November 9, 2013


In due time there will be a transition between consciousness and the alternative. All life faces the unthinkable, we all will soon succumb to the unthinkable, we first must choose whether or not it is worth postponing. In true reality there is no becoming conscious with the alternative it is either one or the other, even the religious have no bearing, for in their world God is the decider and the decision was made long ago. This stone, this boulder, rolls faster and faster and faster until it splits. but what do the fragments become?

Friday, July 26, 2013

Things to say during awkward silences

Awkward silences cause stress, stress causes illness, illness can lead to death, which potentially makes them as dangerous as nuclear fission weaponry, anthrax, flu shots, and even LSD. The community needs to become aware of the dangerous practice and how close to home it really is. Do you know that independent studies have shown that for an average 60 minute conversation with a stranger that there is an average awkward silence at 80% of the whole conversation. Just speaking to people is like being a human target, there is not safe way to hold a conversation any more in a safe setting. Recent research has shown that even when the conversation is scripted that there is an awkward silence for 20% of the time.
Humans should evolve in how we communicate. I for one believe that humans should only speak to each other during fornication. men should only talk to other men via text. By removing oneself from the temptation that causes awkwardness, awkward silences can be reduced to 2% of the time.