I should be studying

   I should be panicking right now. My college experience is shit, and I'm giving up midway. Maybe I should have stayed away from academics and readied myself for what my life was truly meant for, hard labor and drug addiction, just like my elders. The damage they are doing, the damage they have done. The labor each individual took part in,the labor men easily died for, created a driving force of understanding with the masses riding the momentum.  the ones who carried the world forward are the ones who keep it behind.