I am a coward therefore I am unable to pull the trigger. Why does this fucking bitch have to effect me so? Out of everyone Ive ever know this chick can make me feel lower than anybody else. Some of the stuff she says, heart wrenching and hateful, I have never felt more alone in all my life. Boy does Fi know how to make a man hate existence.
Im not sure if other people have," I want to kill myself","I wish I was dead", thoughts, because I do all of the time. But She is professional at making me actually consider it.