Paranoia, a thought process heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. Paranoid thinking typically includes persecutory beliefs concerning a perceived threat towards oneself. Everybody has had their paranoid moments. Whether its fear of prosecution or fear of theft, we all get that gut wrenching feeling in our stomach. Thoughts seem to be eternal, there may be a feeling of helplessness and lightheadedness.
For myself, I am not too paranoid if I am sober and energetic, but once the fear breaks out into the open I can not grasp my sanity. Marijuana is a passion of mine that seems to bring about this curse more than any other action. Upon smoking, or ingesting, my body becomes entangled in the thoughts. I do not have a reason, I do not have a thought to interact, so I stare blankly in all directions. When I am alone I am either in the herpdurp phase or the omfg im so fucking smart/skilled phase, Usually I am in the latter phase but the hurpderp phase always sets in. School was always a no smoke zone for me. I would smoke before school and my pipes always stunk. I would always be all paranoid walking in class, I would get the all eyes on me feeling. If I am not completely hurped out I could get going on assignments or just zone out in textbooks. The hurp derp always set in when there was nothing to do and socializing time was afoot.
TL DR; The hurp set foot but school was stil fine.
Oh that lovely feeling of being paranoid when stoned. Understand that with driving and smoking especially.
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I've recently been battling with the idea of giving up marijuana . While I do enjoy the social aspects of it. The good vibe I used to get seems to have worn out and turned into paranoia.
ReplyDeletei have been noticing, i get mad sketched out, if like, i have heart burn. IDKY either. If i smoke a bowl, i can garuntee heart burn is going to set in, and i am going to feel sketched the fuck out in my mind. its really a shitty feeling. anxiety to the max. And i dont care if people smell me like weed, i got body spray and leave the bowl in the car.
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I get random cases of Paranoia, and that's usually attributed to walking home alone in the dark.
ReplyDeletesounds like you need to get more hurp so you don't notice people
ReplyDeleteI get paranoid about stupid stuff, like if someone is driving behind me for a long time lol
ReplyDeleteI've been paranoid some times too, but it doesnt help. Try to kill your fears, you will feel amazing.
ReplyDeleteMight want to take a look at cutting down or stopping the weed. You could be spending the money on cool stuff.
ReplyDeleteIm pretty sure that smoking triggers paranoia
ReplyDeletetotaly not cool
ReplyDeleteJust because you're paranoid doesn't mean they're not after you.
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